Well, today is the birthday of the girl I most loved until now. Sadly I cant be with her today and I can't even say "Happy Birthday!" 'cause of some difficult situations that are happening on the last months. During the last year I'm on a very difficult time with relationships and it's not just pissing me off, it's fu****g all my creativity and desire to create, day by day and I'm getting in a situation where I'll need to do something about it soon. I hope that I'll be able to solve this problem until the end of the year and with that I'll finally be able to fix everything.
So, since I can't say it to her personaly, I say it through here...